https://www.yahoo.com/news/man-rare-cancer-given-6-121608674.html

It’s amazing how much medicine keeps finding more and more solutions to deadly problems ❤️

https://www.yahoo.com/news/man-rare-cancer-given-6-121608674.html

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Trying to get Noah to eat is a struggle…


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I made Salmon and rice for Noah tonight, since they were on the list of things to help someone gain weight,

And he’s been picking at it for 2 hours…

Then when I said “you’re not leaving until you finish”,

Noah said he was having a problem eating the salmon, because

“The salmon feels funny on my tongue–”

Wow…that’s a new excuse, food feeling funny on his tongue…usually it’s the sugar excuse, ‘sugar isn’t good for you’, how it feels on the tongue is a new one..

Of course I told Noah he had to keep eating it anyway, and he couldn’t leave the couch until he was finished the salmon at least,

but this is what I mean by helping Noah eat is a full time job — if I wasn’t sitting with him, he wouldn’t finish his plate — and it’s literally been over two hours and he’s probably eaten only 10% of what I put on there —

Dr Sherman gave me the idea, to start having family meals with Noah, and he’s right…it’s really the only way to make sure Noah eats everything on his plate…but it’s painful, it’s intensive, I have to stay with him and keep on reminding him ‘take a bite take a bite take a bite’

Very frustrating…

I’m really worried…

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Trying to get Noah to eat is a struggle…


I made Salmon and rice for Noah tonight, since they were on the list of things to help someone gain weight,

And he’s been picking at it for 2 hours…

Then when I said “you’re not leaving until you finish”,

Noah said he was having a problem eating the salmon, because

“The salmon feels funny on my tongue–”

Wow…that’s a new excuse, food feeling funny on his tongue…usually it’s the sugar excuse, ‘sugar isn’t good for you’, how it feels on the tongue is a new one..

Of course I told Noah he had to keep eating it anyway, and he couldn’t leave the couch until he was finished the salmon at least,

but this is what I mean by helping Noah eat is a full time job — if I wasn’t sitting with him, he wouldn’t finish his plate — and it’s literally been over two hours and he’s probably eaten only 10% of what I put on there —

Dr Sherman gave me the idea, to start having family meals with Noah, and he’s right…it’s really the only way to make sure Noah eats everything on his plate…but it’s painful, it’s intensive, I have to stay with him and keep on reminding him ‘take a bite take a bite take a bite’

Very frustrating…

I’m really worried…

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I agree with him

https://www.yahoo.com/finance/news/big-short-investor-michael-burry-113955173.html

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My old nurse Cathy flying to LA to help Noah! Re: Anorexia Symptoms: Woman Dies After Eating Disorder Struggle

I touched base with Cathy today for the first time in a year or two (Cathy is my old nurse that I met just before I met you in fall 2005, I either met her the week before or week after I met Schroeder in Sept)

and I was literally crying I’m so worried about Noah and overwhelmed with the kind of support he needs right now,

And she didn’t hesitate, she’s going to fly out to Los Angeles to stay with me for a few weeks (or months) to help Noah get the support he needs and get his weight under control…

I was so moved, I didn’t know what to say…I wasn’t expecting her to drop her life and offer to come out like that, I haven’t even seen her in years…I was so moved..

(Cathy moved back to NY to help her sister when she was dying of pancreatic cancer, and ended up staying because that’s where she’s from…she told me if I ever needed her, she would come back to Los Angeles, but that was a long time ago, I wasn’t even thinking about that when I reached out to her, I just wanted to get some advice or support….when I told her this is really overwhelming to deal with *and* overwhelmed with worry she said ‘I’m coming’–

I cried for about an hour I was so relieved…I really need to be focused on so many other problems right now, it’s too much, I need help right now…

Cathy can handle everything at home as well, like needle changes, dressing stuff, everything…

This article really sent an electric shock through my body as well, thankfully I found it after I talked to Cathy….my heart breaks for this family who lost their daughter, sounds like Noah, got worse because of Covid lockdown stress on her…

The article covers a lot of things I’m going through right now, even mentioned how hard it was to support their daughter with her eating disorder struggles because they also had 3 other kids, and I was like yes, eating disorder is so hard because if you’re not watching them *constantly* they don’t eat…

Just like Noah, how her daughter was obsessing over whether or not she took a sip of Dr Pepper sugar or sugar free…reminds me of Noah talking about sugar…I don’t know how many times I’ve said over the last couple of weeks ‘I don’t give A FUCK what you eat you need calories…you can worry about what you’re eating and getting healthier later…”

Cathy thinks Noah needs *immediately* a team of experts, psychiatrists, nutritionists, etc etc, which is exactly what you said yesterday too, Noah needs to see a bunch of people right now..

Right now, Noah had an appointment with dr Davidson to talk about the TPN on July 29th and Dr. Golderg about endocrinology on August 18th…hopefully Dr Davidson will get a cancellation so we can start sooner…this article has really scared me…Noah looks much worse much worse than this young lady does…

Do you think I should take Noah to be admitted in a hospital somewhere now?

https://news.yahoo.com/woman-23-dies-anorexia-struggle-135803003.html

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Bitcoin 🥲

I still can’t believe anyone would buy this false statement…Bitcoin as an ‘inflation hedge’ is the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard in my life,

what a way to play on people’s economic fears by saying ‘inflation hedge’ to get them to buy into a dying operation…

Gold is physical; yes it’s money but it’s also jewelry, teeth filings, electronics, etc. Gold literally has purpose, usefulness.

Bitcoin? Seriously?

Bitcoin as an inflation hedge just shows people can believe anything. I’ve been saying that since I first heard that phrase a few months ago,

and now we know 100% certainty that that statement is *not* true as inflation has *skyrocketed* the worst in decades and Bitcoin has *crashed*.

Has Cathie Wood or anyone else who proclaimed Bitcoin’s ‘inflation hedge’ admitted they were wrong? Using her power, authority and platform as a media-hedge fund operator,

to give people false expectations on Bitcoin’s place in our financial system?

No sir, the emperor doesn’t have any clothes on…

No matter how confidence, convincing and charming it may seem to be…

Bitcoin is fucking naked.

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I just woke Noah up, gave him some Bolthouse protein drink

I just woke Noah up and gave him some Bolthouse protein drink…

Reminds me when he was a baby, feeding him in the middle of the night…

I reminded him that TPN was truly absolutely the trigger of last resort, it’s almost guaranteed to cause other problems (like infections),

So basically it’s now until Noah gets in to see the TPN doctor as the ‘last chance’ to really turn this around with TPN

Of course that’s what I said two weeks ago and he’s still lost weight…

I’m gonna to call the doctor you gave me first thing in the morning, then the home health agency to see what kind of discount I can negotiate if insurance doesn’t cover it,

(since I’m literally a 15+ year user of home health services, I’m a ‘good client’, so hopefully they’ll be flexible)

I’m also going to set up the port appointment, since I want Dr. Ng to do it and Dr. Ng’s usually a little bit of a wait. Of course Noah won’t actually get the line unless Noah gets set up for TPN, but I want to get the appointment on the books since it probably won’t be until week of July 11th at the earliest..

And until then…

before Noah’s appointment with the TPN doctor I’ll keep making this last desperate move to keep feeding Noah at night…

Here and there little sips and bites…

One bit at a time…

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The Fall of Bitcoin: a powerful Greek tragedy just waiting to be written

Yes you may be correct that crypto itself may stick around but there are other cryptos that are much faster and more efficient than $BTC.X

The Model-T was the first large scale manufactured car, a technological marvel of its time,

Would you trade in your car and buy a Model-T?

Or the Lisa computer?

This is why $MSTR is f***ed — they never ever should have dumped billions of dollars into yesterday’s great new technology.

He’s a tech guy, he knows better. He should be seeing the new cryptos and what they bring to the table and adjust accordingly. That’s what it means to ‘swallow the pill’ — see the truth as the truth is laid out in front of you.

Will Bitcoin always hold a special place our hearts? (And in history books?) Of course it will.

But buy it for its ‘technological innovation’ when there are clearly better cryptos now? $ETH.X $HBAR.X $SOL.X

I feel bad for both holds of $BTC.X and holders of $MSTR. Future generations are going to make really interesting movies about all of this. Interesting character.

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I just wrote this about Bitcoin…why I don’t like it

I don’t think he’s dumping $BTC because $MSTR is a publicly traded company and it would come out.

Worse than dumping, he’s trying to lure more victims in a desperate plea to save himself (or that’s how his behavior looks to me).

Seriously — this is why we all have to use our own heads and make our own decisions in the end. I’ve been excited about a stock only to later to change my mind: new information = new decision, so maybe he’s an idiot who really believes $BTC is a good investment at this point in time so he’s trying to coax others to buy into Bitcoin.

Why am I bearish? As banks modernize and embrace instanteous transaction methods (ie Zelle),

the financial role Crypto can play is diminished in importance. There are other roles for Crypto in our digital universe, like ownership of digital art, which is in play (ie $ETH.X and NFTs),

but crypto as a means of ‘instantaneous financial transactions’ is losing its importance as banks modernize and as the US clamps down on anonymous crypto transactions.

Remember: when Bitcoin was created, it was much more different to send money instantaneously. It was a different world then.

I’m not bearish on crypto overall, as there are other uses for it, particularly in regards to persevering and authenticating ownership of art (which I like).

But Bitcoin? We simply don’t need it.

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Severe anorexia nervosa treated with total parenteral nutrition. Clinical course and influence on clinical chemical analyses – PubMed

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/3922200/

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