My son David and I are supposed to be leaving for the N.I.H. on Sunday, and I’m trying to figure out which records I should bring. I know they don’t want all of them.

They say they want all of them, but I’m almost positive they don’t. M of these records are very unremarkable.

And that (unfortunately) is what is so remarkable about my case–my hundreds and hundreds of normal blood tests when later on its *proven* that I do indeed have a disease process going on. A disease process that most likely would have triggered an abnormal blood test in a person with a normal immune system.

But without clinical physician notes next to the lab tests (which I don’t have), it’s almost impossible to get a sense for that.

*Alas*, what to do….what to do…

And these are not even all of my medical records either. This is just what’s in my bucket.

I can’t even carry the f***er.