I can feel my body just struggling to fight an infection off…and the worst is yet to come…

Whenever someone has been as sick as long as I have been, you become accustomed to the warning signs of a ‘crash’ coming…and the people close to you become used to your signs too.

I told my doctor this week that the tachycardia was starting again…it’s just mild right now, but it’s my body trying to fight this battle and win.

In a normal person, it wouldn’t seem like such a big deal, but I’m not normal…and it’s this symptom in relationship with all of my other symptoms that helps tell the story of what is going on–

My cough has been so bad, my side hurts a little. I think I may have pulled a muscle. A normal person problemzzx

I’m just hoping I can live long enough to get to the doctors in the nick of time and get a blood culture done. Right now, I don’t think anything would culture out…not yet…

I have so much I need to take care of…I got left with a huge mess, and I really want to have it all cleaned up before I go…