Monthly Archives: March 2015

Good news? My bp is 107/75

Both today and yesterday my blood pressure was normal when I was triaging here in the ER, so at least I know the Vanco is working.

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Modern Medicine: Covering Your Ass Game

It is absolutely fucking disgusting how much time and energy is wasting in modern medicine because everyone plays the Covering Your Ass Game. I had to come back to the ER, because they don’t allow Vanco to drop in a … Continue reading

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Port-a-cath disaster

I’m too upset to talk about it in depth right now, but the nurse at CCAC fucked up my port by poking a hole where there shouldn’t be a hole, causing the Vancomycin to drip into the cavity around the … Continue reading

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“Promise me to keep writing”

I just woke David and helped him to his bed, so he could come some sleep comfortably, and I whispered to him as I was tucking him in, “Promise me you’ll keep writing, no matter what, and not just play … Continue reading

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David curled up on the chair

This is David curled up on the chair next to me. I can’t even see his face from this angel. How can he even sleep like this?

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David understands how sick I am

I’m in the midst of another horrible health crisis, and every time I’m in a crisis like this, it always brings back memories of other rough patches over the years… So I starting thinking about all of the people in … Continue reading

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Allergic reaction to tape

I’m having an allergic reaction to the tape the nurse used today to tape up my tubing so that I wouldn’t accidentally yank on it. It was a white bandage type tape, like gauze but it had a sticky side. … Continue reading

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Finally got Vancomycin

It took eight days, but I was finally able to get the IV vancomycin. Thankfully, I had enough of my emergency supply to get my through it, but I’m very grateful it finally all went through and I was able … Continue reading

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Praying Vanco will work

Just like I said a little praying as I was accessing my port last night, and I’m saying little prayers right now as the medicine starts to drip. I fucking need this to work right now. I understand God if … Continue reading

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Here goes the Vanco

I was going to try and wait to start dripping the Vanco until noon, so I could aim to do the Vanco tough Tuesday at 11am, but I simply could not wait anymore. I have to start now. I felt … Continue reading

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