Monthly Archives: April 2015

I think about you Paw

Sometimes you come into my mind in the most random ways and times. I’m currently sitting on the couch, with my little blue book next to me, and the sun just moved over oh so slightly to land on my … Continue reading

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I am just so so sad today

I am feeling so hopeless and depressed today. I don’t know what’s bothering me more–that I have a stupid disease that I can’t kick because my immune system doesn’t work properly (Lyme and Bartonella infection), or that I just can’t … Continue reading

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An Overwhelming Calm

I’m in the midst of a relative calm, but the waters are choppy and everything could turn upside down in a second. I got my new port, it’s a double port (which no one has seen here in Canada), but … Continue reading

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Super diligent about Ig

I’m being super diligent about doing my Ig. This latest relapse has scared the beegeezus out of me. David is still struggling with his latest pink eye infection. He’s going to feel a lot better when he starts Ig too…

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Home births: BAD idea

I don’t know why anyone would EVER think having a home birth is a good idea. Don’t these people know that childbirth was the ****#1**** killer of women for THOUSANDS of years? The invention of the forceps was a major … Continue reading

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Blood pressure 107/82

My blood pressure is 107/82, which is smack dab as perfect as my blood pressure can get. Even though I feel like total sheeeet, it tells me that the Vancomycin is working and that my feeling like poop probably just … Continue reading

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IV in my foot

I had to have an IV in my foot for the surgery. They were about to put an IV into my neck–ouch! But thankfully this last vein held out and I was able to avoid the neck… “You are the … Continue reading

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New port in

I got my new port in yesterday morning. It’s not nearly as painful as the port I had in September. It still hurts, but not the same degree of excruciating pain as I had in September.

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