Blood pressure 107/82

My blood pressure is 107/82, which is smack dab as perfect as my blood pressure can get.

Even though I feel like total sheeeet, it tells me that the Vancomycin is working and that my feeling like poop probably just means I need time to recover (and find a way to get unstressed).

My sed rate was 29 yesterday, so something is cooking around in my body. My sed rate seems like the only thing that validates that things really are indeed crappy in the inside of my body as I’m trying to tell the world. Tara feels like shit, trusty sed rate to the rescue.

I hope this Vanco continues to work (and that I get a course long enough to not relapse again). I’m so tired of this yo-yo match the last few weeks.

The next time I go down, I know I’m going to have to let myself go allll the way down to get a positive blood culture. That’s not going to be fun, but at some point I need to take Crazy Tara completely off the Canadian medical system table and replace it with Holy Shit I Can’t Fucking Believe You Cultured Positive With No Symptoms Tara.

I just want to get things under control.

About hopeforanswers

Some kind of rare immune deficiency, yet to be determined. A lifetime of infections without an elevated white cell blood or fever. Very grateful to be alive, very thankful for the friends who’ve supported me and for access to literally millions of dollars worth of medical care. I’m not the bubble child, I’m somewhere in between.
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