I’ve never felt pain like that before in my life.

I almost vomited I was in so much pain. I probably would have vomited if there had been food or water in my stomach.

The world shuts down when you’re in that kind of pain. A major earthquake could have hit the city of Los Angeles and I would have still been curled up in bed, praying to the pain goddesses to make it go away.

I think it’s time for a hysterectomy. I’ve been on the verge of my cancers down there, something is very wrong.

The entire experience was a harsh reminder of how vulnerable my life is, how in a dash everything changes and I’m rendered completely useless to society…

….A humbling reminder to make the most of every day. Normal people have no idea how good they have it. They have no fucking idea what it’s like to have serious ongoing chronic illnesses, and what that means to your life.

They have no idea.