Surgeon called me wed night

After pre surgery checklist, Dr Hung was so confused how I got to him.

I told him the movie star doctor recommended him.

He laughed. I guess he’s not used to patients talking that way.

He said absolutely no talking for 2-3 weeks.

Tara ****** not talking for 2-3 weeks is a holy fuck life moment in time.

I don’t know how I’m gonna get through it…

I’m scared…

Thousands of doctors appointments countless procedures

I look at a scalpel like a writer looks at a pen….a tool of resurrection…

And for the first time I’m scared

About hopeforanswers

Some kind of rare immune deficiency, yet to be determined. A lifetime of infections without an elevated white cell blood or fever. Very grateful to be alive, very thankful for the friends who’ve supported me and for access to literally millions of dollars worth of medical care. I’m not the bubble child, I’m somewhere in between.
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