After pre surgery checklist, Dr Hung was so confused how I got to him.

I told him the movie star doctor recommended him.

He laughed. I guess he’s not used to patients talking that way.

He said absolutely no talking for 2-3 weeks.

Tara ****** not talking for 2-3 weeks is a holy fuck life moment in time.

I don’t know how I’m gonna get through it…

I’m scared…

Thousands of doctors appointments countless procedures

I look at a scalpel like a writer looks at a pen….a tool of resurrection…

And for the first time I’m scared