Grief is a strange emotion — grabs you out of nowhere, seizing hold of your heart —

I’m currently sitting here at Nate n Al’s on Beverly just reminiscing about who knows what contemplating the shit tanker know as the shitty life and times of Tara ******,

And sometimes a song just grabs you for reasons you have no idea,

And suddenly I’m mourning the lost; usually I spend most of my days grateful to the universe for still being alive and breathing,

But once in awhile I become gripped with a painful sadness, an aching for a different time and place —

About hopeforanswers

Some kind of rare immune deficiency, yet to be determined. A lifetime of infections without an elevated white cell blood or fever. Very grateful to be alive, very thankful for the friends who’ve supported me and for access to literally millions of dollars worth of medical care. I’m not the bubble child, I’m somewhere in between.
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