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About hopeforanswers

Some kind of rare immune deficiency, yet to be determined. A lifetime of infections without an elevated white cell blood or fever. Very grateful to be alive, very thankful for the friends who’ve supported me and for access to literally millions of dollars worth of medical care. I’m not the bubble child, I’m somewhere in between.

I play poker **incredibly** well when I’m really really tired

One thing I’ve learned the last few weeks, is that I play poker **dramatically** better when I’m really really tired… Seth has been pushing me to keep playing long past I normally would ever play (because he’s not ready to … Continue reading

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Chimp has emotional reunion with caretakers who saved him as a baby: ‘Years may pass, but the love is always there’

No one forgets the person who saved their life ❤️🥰💋. We love you so much Mr. Joseph Dante Jr. And it has nothing to do with movies or fame or interviews or anything. Noah and I love you from a … Continue reading

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Back at Cedars.

Strange stomach pains with really weird constipation…I’m normally constipated on a good day, but the last few days it’s been like a locked cement truck in there, even after lots of scoops of Miralax and chocolate xlax 🤔. Hopefully it’s … Continue reading

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Weird bruising on my lower legs…

I have some weird bruising on my lower legs–I wore my long boots for the first time in awhile and I was sitting up at a friend’s house (first time I’ve seen a friend like that in over a year!) … Continue reading

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Omg this man needs to see a doctor **STAT**

Noah and I were coming home from golf today, and I was telling Noah about this Aloe Vera/DMSO cream that I’ve been using on my lips. [Back story my lips: Squamous Cell 2-3 years ago, last summer they started thickening … Continue reading

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Elon Musk has cast doubt on the safety of the sec…

I can’t forgive Elon Musk for ignorant comments like this, questioning the safety of the second Covid shot. He’s sociopathically ignoring the damage these kind of comments possibly have on people. Not everyone has billions of dollars to spend on … Continue reading

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Near-death experiences! Nuff said!

I got chills reading this… Closest thing that ever happened to me, was when I let go of the ropes too late when I was waterskiing when I was 16 years old, and I realized I was about to hit … Continue reading

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Breast MRI report: Feb 2021

Well…the good news is that it looks like my mass hasn’t gotten any bigger since August… The bad news, is that they’re still using ‘breast’ and ‘mass’ in the same sentence 🤪. Once I get my vaccine, and I qualify … Continue reading

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I just spoke with Dr. Pitchon — 400 out of 930 beds at Cedars are Covid patients

I just spoke with Dr. Pitchon, he said everyone must stay away from everyone else right now. With almost half of Cedars filled with Covid patients, the situation in Los Angeles is absolutely critical, and they’re expecting things to get … Continue reading

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In turns out I do have blood clots in my arm — what should I do now?

I hope you’re having a good holiday weekend 🙂 Your instincts were totally right, the reason I’m feeling so crappy over the last couple of weeks is because I do have some clots in my arm — I remember you … Continue reading

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